Of Memories, Dreams and Emotions
ISBN 9789395986762

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SELF REALIZATION

Echo Of My Inner Soul

Whatever I do in my life, a constant companion is always by my side.

It is that, whose echo is always heard by me day and night.

A companion, who helps me to judge what is wrong and right.

That is nothing, but the echo of my inner soul.

And honest path guider who never betrays me,

Whose echo is my strength and inspiration.

Whenever I am in dilemma, a distant echo of my inner soul is heard.

Which in turn helps me to take the right decision.

This echo is my true soul mate, which never leaves me be it any adverse situations.

Yes this echo of my inner soul, is my power, my strength which constantly helps me in my quest for new ventures.

I will never lose my heart and confidence.

As it is the echo of my inner soul, who I know will pave me the right path.

My Anguish

Oh! How many years I have to suffer?

It’s turning out to be, an uncountable number.

Can’t you see the scars in my mind?

I’m in the shackles of pain and confined.

I’m so exhausted and withered,

I’m nowhere to be considered.

I’m feeling myself unwanted, like a pebble in the water,

But is it the truth? As I’m also someone else’s daughter.

Let my bodily aches, be the precursor,

Of that radical change, where everyone will be observer.

My Feelings for You

Oh! My beloved! How shall I profess my love to you?

You are in my heart, my mind, right from that day, I met you,

Your presence, your smile transforms me into a dreamy world,

I sometimes ponder what wonderful things you pose, that made me so concerned.

Your eyes are the gateways of my future,

I know, you are the one, who will always love me, care for me at every possible juncture.

Enigmatic is your love, engraved deep in my heart,

Oh! My God please fulfil my wish, so that we are never apart,

You are that abiding strength of mine,

Which constantly gives me energy to shine.

I was broken and deviated from my goal,

But your tender love, gave me a sustained support and self-control.

Oh! My sweet heart, I want you by my side, not only in this life, but in every birth I take,

Every morning, the very thought of your beautiful face, your energized words makes me awake!

Oh! My darling! Come, let us redefine love and carve a niche of ourselves,

There only love will be our sole bonding, which will accompany up to our last breaths,

With time, our love will be more profound, with age, we being more mature,

In every phase of life, I know you’re by my side at every available juncture.

My Goals Redefined

A life without purpose, is like a ship without a captain.

Purpose is that which makes life meaningful.

Else, it will be like a horse untamed.

We are born in this world, to play our respective roles.

Those roles which are assigned by God

The moment a baby is born, a role is kept aside.

My sole purpose is to infuse smile on my parent’s face.

As they’re responsible for what I’m today.

I’ve a goal, not to hurt anyone emotionally.

As I know hurting is not the solution, encouraging is!

Music is my passion, my soul.

My purpose is to turn my passion into practice.

My goal is to help the poor and needy.

As the smile and satisfaction are only thing, which I want from them.

My purpose is to do something for my family.

Then only, I would consider myself satisfied and lucky.

Lastly, the sole purpose of my life is to continue writing.

I believe, this is optimum way to express my thoughts and feelings.

My Heart's Ecstasy

Watching intently the endless sky, at night I’m really blown away,

Very well I know, these gifts of nature will never betray.

I’m moved by the tireless work of the honeybee collecting honey,

I wonder, what wonderful things God has created which are so yummy.

I’m blown away by the blooming of the flowers,

Oh! What else our wonderful earth possess for us to shower!

I’m so impressed by the meandering rivers flowing endlessly,

We are so lucky, that we are able to witness such sights so lovely.

I’m so blown away, by the wonderful relationship a mother and a child shares,

Nothing in this world is greater and lovelier than that, I can swear.

I’m so blown away by the love which binds every living entity,

And above all, I’m proud of my own identify.

My Intense Desire

I wish I could fly, and touch the sky!

I would build my castle of dreams nearby,

If I could be invisible, I could do something remarkable!

Then nothing can come in my path, as there will be no obstacles.

I wish, I could infuse smile upon all sad faces,

Then only, peace and prosperity can shake hands and embrace.

I wish I could be a mermaid, who could dive deep into the ocean,

Beauty is her forte, swift in her action and motion.

I wish, I’m having some magic wand to provide food to all needy,

Then the day, is not far away when nobody shall be greedy.

I wish I could foretell future and perceive others emotions,

It would give me immense satisfaction and make me more social.

Shall these wishes be fulfilled?

Oh! I would then be so thrilled!!

My Lamentation

Oh! I accepted everyone of you, so gladly!

My mind was so open and that, I can say so proudly.

When everyone of you, were in pain and needed me to console,

It was so difficult for me, to provide soothing words to control.

I rendered my help heartily

With a big heart earnestly.

But of late, I can realise the sudden change in them,

I’m at a loss to understand, the reason behind the same.

Those, who were constantly by my side,

Now, I can hardly find anyone beside.

The reward which I got, was only pain and sorrow,

Never had I thought in a dream, this I’ll face tomorrow.

This is today’s life, where everyone use you,

And nothing is in your hands, it is totally their view.

My Rendezvous with Music

Music is my passion, the seven notes my soul,

With every passing day, it seems it is engrossing me in its control,

I’m being mesmerized by its presence in my life,

I know, music is that intense passion to me for which I strive!

My senses, travel along the rhythms and beats,

My mind is fascinated by the tunes, without which I’m incomplete.

These melodies have the power to control one’s emotions,

They are the one, which can control one’s notions.

The vast sky, the infinite oceans, the dynamic Nature all inspires me.

I know, music is that gateway to that, and the only key.

I’m so engulfed by the ethereal beauty of encompassing tunes,

Happiness and satisfaction are such that I feel I’m over the moon!!

My Strive for Perfection

If I fall down let me be the rain drops, which are gladly and merrily accepted by the barren fields.

If I am about to cry, let my tears be the mirror of my pure and compassionate heart.

If I am smiling, let my smile be the healer of neglected and impoverished souls.

If I am deviated from my path, let my self-confidence help me regain my lost power.

If I lose hope, let my firm determination carve a niche to stand up against all odds.

If I am angry, let me have that power within myself to tame that anger.

If I complain about everything, let me be more disciplined and focussed.

If I doubt about myself, let my inner soul fight with my doubts and emerge as a winner.

If at any stage, I lose faith upon the Almighty let my mind be free from all other inhibitions,

And I be more faithful and nearer to my God, my strength giver!

My Unheard Agonies

Can anyone hear my lamented pleas and agonies?

For a long time, I’m here lying in this six feet grave.

I know my cries, my pains are now of no values.

I’m only in photos and being mourned with candles lighted.

But is this the fate I expected?

I also dreamt a life of happiness and prosperity.

But some rogues made my life, just like hell.

I was facing humiliation and disrespect for long.

But never paid heed at first, which now I feel was my greatest fault.

When one day, everything crossed limits, I was being subjected to extreme torture and embarrassment.

Guilt is a severe haunter, which prompted them to burn my body into ashes.

Oh! What a terrible pain it was, as I was alive, but expect and hope to get justice.

As we are the victims of those humiliations which needs immediate eradications.

My Writings, My Strength

I asked my inner self one day “Are you happy and satisfied”?

“Yes my dear, as long as you express your thoughts and ideas in writings” came the answer.

I was so contented to get that answer, as if it was the perfect one, which I longed for.

Sometimes I’m deviated from my path and aspirations,

But my confidence and inner self, brings me back on track.

I’m not in a favour of over powering my emotions.

That is the reason, why I love to express it through notions.

It is the pen, which helps me to overcome so diverse twists and turns.

And I’m so relieved, after I’m able to relieve my stress.

As it is the stress only, which can create havoc in our lives.

I love to express myself by writing as it motivates people.

Those people, who from early centuries have engraved in stones as writings.

Writing brings me joy and defines myself fully.

As I feel, this is the only viable and lucid way to express one’s thoughts and feelings.

Scrimmage of Mind and Heart

Entwined between mind and heart, I’m always puzzled whether what is right or wrong.

Mind and heart are always in constant confrontation of who is superior?

Taming mind is easier, but convincing heart is much harder.

A trivial man can be caught between a strong mind and a fragile heart,

And which in turn can ruin his life.

The constant confrontations ongoing inside a man, is just 14 inches apart,

Yet, it seems the most difficult and longest of the lot.

Mind is more obedient, as it accepts the facts quickly,

But the heart being stubborn refuses to oblige.

Drowned in these confrontations, one shouldn’t commit the blunder of thinking with his heart and feeling with his mind.

Mind is a quick acceptor of facts, while our heart needs constant cajoling.

Peace of mind can only be achieved by listening to heart.

Above all, a strong mind and soft heart are the qualities of a successful and sensible human entity!!

Self Realization

When I was young, I aspired for everything.

But now, I am that mature enough to compromise within anything,

Many a times, a thought came in my mind,

What being, if one is entangled and twined!

Within the webs of responsibilities, with time which took,

The form of adaptabilities,

This is journey of life,

Where everyone comes unnoticed,

You excel, if you can carve a niche for yourself, and make a twist!